January 2011
I miss you. I miss everything. I want it all back. I want you back. I want to have your really good hugs back again. I miss them. I miss knowing that you were all mine. I love you so fucking much and I miss being able to be happy about that.
The scariest part of being loved by someone is the uncertainty that they may stop loving you anytime. It's like you wake up one day and suddenly the feeling is not there anymore, gone.
Dad just called Oli sykes Oli Murrs.
Just no. Their not even simular.
Little person in my head shouting 'HELL YEAH' right now.
Paha, I'm getting marilyn monroe wallpaper :'D
Decided i'm gonna paint in big black letters on the side of my white wordrobe "Let's play A game of russian Roulette. I'll hold the gun, you place the bet."
Now drawing it all on, then painting it on tomorrow. :)
Seriously can not wait till ADTR in february.
<3
Went to find some medicine, couldn't find any. Came back with a FAB lolley.
same thing really. <3
